rainy days

September 4, 2005

so here i go on my new blog..just testing..hehehe..well its almost Christmas (huwwwaaaattt???!!!) wla lang just felt like saying it. it’s september so just 3 months to go before Christmas.. this blog is so nonsense ha. well, i’ll give juicier blogs later but for now i’m just testing the air.

so, just now i confim that the early morning wasn’t bad.it was the night that got me into this sulking mood now. hmmmm, let me think how it all started… hmmmm, last night i was in my cousin’s house raking my mind off on how to solve my usual problem and then i went home and texted Him and there it all started. little things led to big things (as usual!?!!)..and so it happened, the sun hid behind the clouds again, the rainbow dissolved in the rain, the silver lining was nowhere to be found. ano ba nman to…langya lagi na lang…i wish i can finally say i’m tired and i don’t want it anymore, but i can’t..hmmm.so i’d just have to wait as this new day unfolds and see if i could get a glimpse of the sun? or forever drown in the rain…til then so here i go on my new blog..just testing..hehehe..well its almost Christmas (huwwwaaaattt???!!!) wla lang just felt like saying it. it’s september so just 3 months to go before Christmas.. this blog is so nonsense ha. well, i’ll give juicier blogs later but for now i’m just testing the air.

aug 8. 2005 yours and mine…hmmmm..how do i start..

it all started the rainy month of may. i was on my same old routine of reporting for my ojt and staying up all night when suddenly out of nowhere you said hi. i didn’t mind you back then but you said hi again so i said hi back…it all started there.you know how everyone says that it all started when you said hello, on our part it was hi!!! hahaha..and then it all began..the rollercoaster of feelings that i never even thought existed hit me all at once. since that day you became my friend, my bestfriend, my lover, my life. funny how we started just talking of songs and ended up talking of our future together. when we met for the first time you were even late for an hour..imagine, me, having no sleep yet because of my graveyard shift waiting under the roof of annaleens in alabang (i don’t even know the spelling of the damn store..hehehe). so, there…u were an hour late.but you made up for the lost time anyways..we were together til morning..i didn’t think then that that time would be the simplest of what we’re gonna go through…it was tough really but i held on..why, well because i loved you that much..i held on so tight that no one could ever take you away from me.and in fairness to you, you held on to me too.well, i guess now after a year and 3 months of endless ramblings, love and friendship, what used to be yours and mine became ours.what was once you and me became us.iloveyou and even if i have to go through the same pain, humiliation, sacrifices and fears all over again, i would if in the end i’ll still have you..iloveuPARE.. (more…)