WTF…
September 15, 2005i’m scared, so scared to even think of the possibilities. J and her are meeting up today to buy medicine and to get some stuff. i’m so scared of the factr that they’ll be seeing each other again. i know it’s really inevitable given the circumstances but shit! i’m so damn worried, not worried that they might do something foolish, i’m already over that phase, i’m just scared that they might end up realizing that there’s still love in their veins and they might cinsider getting back together. and i’m afraid i could not handle that. no, not this time, not anymore. i’m here at home, taking care of our little angel and waiting for his text that he’s already home and that he may stil want to see me after all. i can’t stop myself from thinking. i don’t wanna think about them. i don’t want to think about them being together right this moment, laughing and just enjoying being together. i can’t, i don’t want to! but this leads me nowhere cause i still am thinking and i am thinking real hard. so what will i do? how can i take my mind off them? yumi’s mumbling again (as usual incomprehensible) but atleast she’s happy with what she’s doing. FINE and CONTENTED.
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