The Theme Song

September 19, 2005

Let me introduce you to our ultimate theme song.
sound like a song from the distant past but this is
a song that made us click. it was the first topic of our
conversation and actually the meaning of the song really
applies well with our relationship..just sharing..

I’m not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn’t do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I’ve found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I’m sorry that I hurt you
It’s something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I’ve found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

I’m not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I’ve found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I’ve found a reason to show
A side of me you didn’t know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Wicker Park

Come up to meet you, tell you I’m sorry
You don’t know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let’s go back to the start

Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy
It’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart

Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard

I’m going back to the start

* i just watched “Wicker Park” last night and i just had the last song syndrome. this is a really nice song. brings back memories of the year that has passed. that was the song playing in his player (which was a ps2 by the way, not really a cd player) when i first went to visit his room. and each time i hear that song my mind just brings me back to those times. i miss hanging out with J in his room.. we do nothing else there other than drink, smoke our lungs out and sleep..(ooppsss, there’s also this other thing that we do that i don’t think i need not mention here anymore.) i miss hanging out in that room. i miss the smell of the house, particularly the smell of his room. it’s a combination of the smell of newly washed clothes and yosi. really miss that… i miss his bed. i miss the feel of lying there. and just being that close to him..being in his personal space. i wish someday i’ll have the chance to go back there. i really miss it. or plainly i just miss J!!!!