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October 9, 2005


haven’t blogged for a couple of days and now i have a reason to write again..this is so not good.
can someone really be perfect? can someone be the perfect lover, perfect friend and perfect love? could anyone do it all at the same time?
i know im not perfect, i barely am normal. my life has been a whirlwind of mistakes, fun and sadness. the latter being dominant among the three. this is the time when i actually wanted to be perfect. not for myself but for him. it’s sad that i’m only human and i barely keep myself sane let alone be perfect but i’m trying damn hard to be..sometimes i feel so stupid..slipping on little things that later on would turn out into a big argument.damn life!!!! damn my life!!! why can’t i just be perfect? why can’t i just read his mind and do whatever it is that would please him? why?
i just turned my celphone on and he’s saying sorry for everything he has said..so that gets me where? back to square one. back to trying to be perfect..back to trying to achieve the impossible. back to my parallel universe.. see, im starting to be crazy again…and that’s exactly what this is.. a crazy feeling called love..


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